Friday, November 7, 2008

what a disappointment i've been.

the results today really literally just tore me apart. it is very hard for me to accept the fact that i am going to get retained  at j1 or even have to pursue a poly career course at worst. i just feel that after all i have been through this past year this is not what i deserve. if the rumor that i got retained was due to the fact that they want to make me play rugby for them for another year is true then i'll make sure that cjc gets its retribution that it deserves. because it is really not fair to me to have almost died trying to survive this year and this is what they give back to me. for all i care, if i got promoted also there's a high chance that i won't get good A level results which brings us back to the first point of retaining.

a good lesson that i can bring out of this is that i should not take things for granted and always cherish what is given to you no matter what it is. i really feel that i deserved to be promoted. i'm gonna collapse soon. come save me.

61 Comments:

At November 9, 2008 at 11:28 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

I personally feel that aft all the effort that you put through, you shld have been promoted. All those ard you cld definitely tell that you tried your very best.
Life's really really unfair at times but i really do hope you stay in CJ.

P.S.
& if that damn rugby rumour is true, come join soccer. (i'm not kiddin', we cld do w someone like you)

Ben (Yi Teck)

 
At November 10, 2008 at 12:45 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

yeah come join soccer.
anw, i really think you should promote with the effort you put in as compared to me.
i thought your history has always been a joke cause you always write your own but in the end you got E?
i was wrong about you then

mate

 
At November 10, 2008 at 12:43 PM , Blogger st. rudy said...

to yi teck: i am seriously considering joining soccer. maybe i'll bring the matter up during the interview.

to mate: my history have always been the bombz mate. see my mood whether i want to write my own history or otherwise during exams. haha.

 
At November 10, 2008 at 3:43 PM , Blogger Samuel said...

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At November 10, 2008 at 3:43 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

cheer up (:
you'll always have a place in my heart!

LOVES

 
At November 11, 2008 at 9:37 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Abraham Lincoln once said, "My great concern is not whether you have failed, but whether you are content with your failure".

Budi boi, don't dwell on what you went through this past year too much. If you feel cheated, so be it. If you feel angry, so be it. This happened in 2008. In 2009, if you want to quit rugby, so be it. If you continue telling yourself that you didn't deserve not to promote, then you'd never accept yourself if you promoted. I'm not saying you didn't deserve to promote, yes you did. You were never the troublemaker or the noisy fellow in class unlike some smart and handsome boy like ****, whom I really admire, because he's just too great and good and, yeah 'perfect' is the word.

But, on topic, you tried your best. Yes. But, you tried your best without a target. Without an aim, you'd naturally be satisfied with an 'amateur' result. You know you improved your grades from Mids. Why are you dissatisfied with your improvement? Accept it. Blame others if you must for not promoting, but you know the standard and criteria or promoting, and its no easy task to fulfill.

Its the same for rugby isn't it? Just because you didn't make it past the Plates, you stil didn't give up when you played in the Playes finals right? Likewise, retaining is like a 2nd tier league, but you can still win it and progress to the next round.

Your best friend,
Iggy Lim

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:16 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

nah i don't think you did your best

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:17 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

HI RUDY. I THINK YOU LOOK LIKE A DOG. I ALSO THINK YOU SMELL LIKE THE INSIDE OF AN ASS

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:21 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

oh one more thing, you really damn act. why so act?

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:21 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

hi, can i join your clique since you seem to have already left it?

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:23 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

i think you retain cuz you too act

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:25 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Yeah what a disappointment you've been. & To think I had 20 bucks on you promoting. Fuck you lanjiao give me back my 20 dollars NOW

oh....but promoting is like the premier league, you don't need to win anymore, you already in the next round.

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:27 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

i think your middle name should be donkey

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:35 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

alright babe, i'm gonna stick my dick into your little pussy now...ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:35 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

donkey sex!!!

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:36 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

yes,dont stop baby. uhhh... uhhh... yes rudy, dont stop. dont stop rudy!!!!! AAHHHHH!!!!!

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:36 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Oh yeah I want to feel your hard cock inside me! I wanna see how hard it getz before you cum~~~~~


*sucks your cock*
:O(|======8


mmmmmmm

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:37 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

OH MY PUSSY IS SOOOOOO WET NOW. I WANNA TASTE MY PUSSY JUICE

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:38 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

oh yeah oh yeah...YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH






*SQUIRTZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:38 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

HOLY SHIT YOU SQUIRT SO FAR!!!!!!

SQUIRTLE

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:39 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

SQURITZZZZZZZZZZZ!! all over your fucking dog face

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:39 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

lick my pussy n0w!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


titty fuck! (.Y.) (|========8

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:40 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

man...

that was some pre-mature ejaculation

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:41 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

RUDY YOUR COCK IS THIS LONG (|=8
BECAUSE YOUT AK3 TOO MUCH STEROIDS TO PLAY RUGBY. NAUGHTY NAUGHTY

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:41 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

you smell like the inside of an ass

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:41 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

But do not fret, for I LOVE small cocks.

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:41 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

& without skin also

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:44 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

=)

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:44 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Look at the bright side, retaining at J1 means u'll always b number 1. numero uno!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:46 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

i'm so happy for you.

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:48 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Me too.

Ben (Yi Teck)

 
At November 12, 2008 at 12:57 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Meher Baba once said, "Don't worry, be happy."

But how to happy when you retained?
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww )=


Have you ever noticed cjc looks like two balls & a penis? & that cjc is cjc backwards? OMFGWTFBBQZZ

Maybe that's why cjc is such a dog to make you retain tsk.


Your best friend,
Iggy Lim

 
At November 12, 2008 at 1:00 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

anw, i really think u should just jump down a building

mate

 
At November 13, 2008 at 12:34 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

fuck off la anonymous got balls put your name la

 
At November 13, 2008 at 12:36 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

this is fun. call me anonymous, 99534258.

 
At November 13, 2008 at 1:18 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

whatever lor... i dont call you how? HAHAHA

 
At November 13, 2008 at 3:32 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

funny?

 
At November 13, 2008 at 11:03 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

"Anonymous said...
whatever lor... i dont call you how? HAHAHA"

HAHAHA YOUR BALLS LIKE THE BALL I HIT WITH MY PING PONG BAT. you sound like a right tard.

 
At November 13, 2008 at 10:13 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

yup! a retard that actually promoted! looks like you're more of a retard than i am! =)

 
At November 13, 2008 at 11:37 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

haha at least my balls promoted

hahahaha :D

 
At November 13, 2008 at 11:39 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

tard isnt retard. you fucking retard.

ben (yi teck)

 
At November 13, 2008 at 11:40 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

eh, mine too!! man! rudy, dont you feel left out?

 
At November 13, 2008 at 11:40 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

U SUCK MY BALLZ MAYBE I LET YOU PROMOTE

 
At November 14, 2008 at 12:05 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

ben go and eff off la. you also retain. you shut up. at least rudy got rugby to help him stay in school.

you got what? soccer ah? HAHAHA. your soccer jia sai la!

 
At November 14, 2008 at 12:06 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

that goes out to benedict btw.

 
At November 14, 2008 at 12:20 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

HAHAHA YOUR BALLS LIKE THE BALL I HIT WITH MY PING PONG BAT.


wow eh nice comeback.

 
At November 14, 2008 at 12:25 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

to mate: my history have always been the bombz mate. see my mood whether i want to write my own history or otherwise during exams. haha.


history bomb also retain. bomb lan jiao la you

 
At November 14, 2008 at 12:28 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

i really don't get the ping pong part

i mean seriously, it doesn't show we have no balls or whatever? i mean, dude, you play ping pong with testes? man that's quite amusing though...

 
At November 14, 2008 at 12:33 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

that was benjamin goh btw. i said nothing of that.
why not all you put your names down?

benchiong

 
At November 14, 2008 at 12:41 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

wth.

you want to use com, use com to play games or chat with friends.

you wanna fucking fight come out and meet la. play quarrel on internet. weak la.

 
At November 14, 2008 at 12:43 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

On top is whose side one?

 
At November 14, 2008 at 12:46 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

to both of you.

 
At November 14, 2008 at 12:58 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

eh come on la, leave your damn names.

Benjamin Goh

 
At November 14, 2008 at 12:59 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

eh mai act step pai kia la fucking dog. 995 in front is fucking ambulance la.

cb, want act act nice nice la.

 
At November 14, 2008 at 2:07 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

LOL

 
At November 14, 2008 at 7:31 AM , Blogger st. rudy said...

whats all this childish bullshit. you seem to think i'll be affected by these childish comments. go get a life please. i'm happy for those who left me these wonderful comments for they must have been a mirror infront of them when they are typing them. i appreciate those who stood up for me. dont waste your time trying to argue with them coz its just a waste of time.

 
At November 16, 2008 at 1:58 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

ahhhhh shiiiiiyatttt-up la you. benchiong act pai kiah in real life la. see what happen to you.

 
At November 16, 2008 at 3:27 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

I wasnt the one that left the 995123121203 comment. Neither did I leave the come out and fight comment. If I did, I would have left my name

benchiong

 
At November 18, 2008 at 12:30 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

vern act pai kia. cb

 
At November 18, 2008 at 2:52 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

lai lai

vern

 
At November 18, 2008 at 3:25 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

if you remain annonymous, you can anything.

 

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