probably for the best.

i had national training today. as usual, stunsta was late. haha. i was lucky not to get screwed by the coach. to make things worse, my cjc coach, malcolm, was there also. i was so embarassed as he look at my face and gave me that look of a joker. hahha. basically we trained for tmr's match against bedok kings under20. i dropped a lot of balls today particularly due to the fact that i'm so tired. i had to run and outrun all the time. i will probably play first team tmr as a number of the boys are playing for the mastercard under20 tmr which leaves me nervous and scared as i have not played against a club oficially except for the one against northern knights. lol. the team's looking great so lets kick some bedok ass! hahah.

on a deeper thought. i feel the air of love within me after quite a considerable absence. not to exactly love someone, but the action of liking someone that catches your attention even though its at the very corner of your eyes. such an intricate feeling that captures your imagination. even a simple act will have you gasping for air. i won't say its love, but probably the spark that might lead to the initiation the of love. fret not, its just a feeling and its all up to fate to decide whether i will go for it. (i might have potential to become a writer. LOL!)