dizzy dazzle

my mind is in a daze. too many things have happened too quickly for me.
my work, my love life, my studies and my passion. these very issues make my head go round.
my work has been okay. the pay's good but the side effects is bluueks. the flesh in my nails have gone numb and its painful everytime i press my fingers against somthing. its money's worth i guess. i havent exactly figured out wat i'm going to pursue in my studies. poly or jc. i guess i'll just go the first month if i get in and see how. bodybuilding has always been my passion but now, with breakdancing in my life its hard to juggle this two activities. i guess i'll lessen my gym and more breakdancing. banzai!
i dont know whether i should ever trust girls again after wat they have done to me. i guess its just not worth giving my trust to them. i think i'm going to stay away from girls unless they approach me. *hint hint* for now. i still need time to recover from the aftermath of wats that happened to me. it all just occured to fast. i wish i could rewind back the time and enjoy the great moments again. i miss you.