I Quit Blogging.






Sorry for the inconvinience caused. MvP™

Dont look no further, baby i'm back here! I'm here to cater to you.
Tell me anything you want me to do i'll do it.

Dont stress yourself okay? :)

when i'm with somebody, all i think about is you.
when i'm alone thats what i wanna do.
is it wrong for me to feel this way, you're running through my mind all day, can you feel me?
i have been trying to get you off my mind, but i can't after all this time, thats what kills me.
i remember everything that we talked about.
if i could turn back the hands of time and correct all my mistakes,
but now i guess i got to move on.
its hard and i'm still loving you till this day.
tears.peace.

Charity week is coming to a close and the food donations had stopped. Well, this calls for a celebration! I'll explain more about this later on..

For the first time this term, i actually came late for school. Haiz. Must serve detention but who cares. I'm not going until the head of level forces me. As i was walking to my class, i can see that a lot of students were at my classroom. I'm like what the hell are these idiots doing in there? Then what i saw brought a smile unto my face. There were putting all the food donations in my classroom for storage. Of all classes to choose the school chose my class. What a "smart" decison. My classmates were rejoicing over this happy occasion. One of my classmates took reservations of the items that we wanted for "later" so that everything can go as orderly as possible. Haha.

The bell rung and it marks the start of the so-called "party". Only invited guests are allowed. We locked the doors and closed all the windows. Then started the free for all eat all you can buffet. We ransacked through all donations and ate what we wanted. It was a fun and exciting experience getting to share the "charitable" atmosphere with your classmates through a meal. I made sure that we did not take too much food so that to avoid suspicion. We packed some into our bags for souveniers. There goes my whole recess. Lol.

Supervise study today was fun as i left at 3.30pm for rugby training. I spent the quiet time doing a self-reflection. I would like to apologise to my dear for not being able to give her that support as a boyfriend. In times i made her feel sad and hurt and i'm deeply sorry. May i be able to pay for my mistakes one step at a time and hopefully be the boyfriend that you wanted.

Today was the first time i went for supervise study. What a joke! Why of all teachers it had to be my most "favourite" teacher, Mr Chen that is my chemistry teacher, on duty today. It was facinating as the way he talk english brought joy to the world. Lol. I purposely brought my chem guide book onli as i did not want to use his textbook(If you all want to know the author of chemistry matters is my teacher). Haha.

I was studying diligently when here comes BeneDict. He came late as he got some remedial. I look at his face and i know that he's up to no good. That's when he started chanting two girls' names to me some sort like a mantra. I knew that was coming. Haha.

From then on, there goes my concentration. We talked and joked and did everything else except studying. The aircon was blowing right smack infront of my face and it was freezing me out. Amidst all the action, there was this inner me that kept thinking about my dear. How i miss her. Hope to meet her soon. :) Our teacher released us early because he know that we were just slacking and wasting time. Haiz. Is this what that's gonna happen in my next supervise study sessions? There's only one way to find out... Sekian. Terima Kasih. :)

Something for you to laugh at during the april fools mood.

Me and my fractured hand. Haha. :)

Awkward as it seems, I'm actually writing a post. Never had it crossed my mind that i would be blogging. Seeing other people having their freedom of speech makes me want to have mine too. This seems to be one of the stepping stones to the opening up of myself to others. This emancipation that embraces my confidence gives me the courage to voice out my opinions and thoughts which in the past i would never ever do.

Upon the series of events that went by this whole week, it struck me to take a step back and stop time. It made me want to reflect about my life and what i have been doing all this while. Things are happening so fast that I actually fear for the future. Looking back at what I have done all this while makes me realise that I have been wasting too much time and should get down to some serious business. I am slowly feeling the heat of the "O" levels fever. My studies are like so below the expected standard of my school. I hope that the supervise study that starts next week will help me pick up the momentum to hit the mid year exam and slowly prelims and finally the "O" levels. With my classmates in the supervise study programme, I hope it will give me motivation to study and not to bring havoc and chaos to the libarary. Lol.

I also realise the change that is happening to me this very moment. Now, I am more calm and patient. I have dropped the si bei song character and approach and adopted a softer, straight but firmer side. You will probably see my enemies rejoicing but who cares because this is my last year in the school and I am sick of all this shit. My friends will probably be happy of my progress and support me in my attitude change. Banzai!

Well, all of these will not be possible if not for my dear :) Your guidance and support have given me hope to strive for the best!

Hugs and kisses and love you always! :)